Faith ,Trust and Pixiedust

Faith ,is the most important WORDS that i need to be in my life.

Trust ,is a must to DO in my life

Pixie dust ,things i wanted so badly to happen in my life,so that i could fly like a G6 with my love Peten Pan

Accidentally came across with some blogger which inspired me like crazy,i saw this meaningful quote that wakes me up and notice everything around me ,although i can't control the whole things or situation to happened,but i could change my thought for being wise instead of dying because of that happen.

LOLX,why am i sound like im so pro?CLOSE ENOUGH

One of the favorite quote of the day

If you don't want me now,Don't come back for me later when i'm over you.

Here's something i want to share with you guys

Have you ever have this killing urge to give someone a text or a call?Someone who drifted apart from you and ended up walking out from your life without any single words?Someone that might be the one who means so much to you?

I HATE THIS SO MUCH.Especially when they leave you in silence ,keeping you hanging with FULL of never-ending WHY(s) and a ghastly feeling...Feeling so numb,but no tears

Worse part is when you realize how they able to move on effortlessly after the memories you guys formed.DAFUQ.And reality just hit you so damn hard with a *BAMMM* 

And you talked to yourself "wake up ,she/he's never return"

Sometimes it's much better to be hurt right in face with the most awful truth rather than carry on with a living meaningless lie  or should say a ray of false hope.Have you ever face this situation?

it's really sucks right?

I know,i faced this before and i feel like i'm a dumbass

But what's worst is no matter how ugly and painful this reality is,you still need to accept the fact that no matter how badly affected you are,despite how hard you try to get their attention to you again...They're never looked back,not even a single glance

I know it's really tough,you have to swallow back your tears,flash a fake smile and act like you're doing fine after they are just disappeared like a blink.It is funny how we can easily blabber things like "Oh c'mon,time will heal everything" " LOLX,face the reality,you're nothing for him/her"

"Why are you acting like there's no more girls/guys in this world?take it easy man"

But when you're strikes on you,FUCK this is so hard than imagine.At first you really thought that you could not do it.Not even a single day.

Love is simple,easy.But human make it complicated.So in this new generation,love would not be easy,they are full of lies and bullshit.

Love never gonna be easy,they bound to be heartbreaks .

At the end of the day,the one who loves the most will end up heartbreak and hurting.It's like a game whereby "who gets attached first,you lose"

*This is when you met a bastard or a bitch that won't appreciate,don't stereotyping *

It's all about taking risk,either in exchange for a lifetime happiness,or an eternal scar which couldn't be healed

If you are in this situation,wipe off your tears girl,he's not worth it.He treats you like a joke,it's easy,leave him like "it's funny"

Save your love for the right guy.who will only make you shed tears of happiness.

Some people they are like clouds,when they disappear ,it's a brighter day :)

Went on a date with Justin,Mandy and Eric ,heading to Seremban to pick Mandy up and here we go,KL :)

So much fun catching up after for some time.It's awesome when the time hang out with them.

This is the first time i try on Snow flake,since there are so many people got addicted but for me,it's SO NORMAL.OMG...I think i expect too much that's why i felt disappointed after i tried it.

Personally,I prefer DP's black ball <3

With Mandy my baby girl,we do looked alike,don't we? :)

We kept singing "tonight~i~i~i~i~i~i~i~We are young~" for gazillion times and we burst into laugh everytime we repeat the chorus part .

The funny guy,Mr Eric in the house,he made me laugh like non-stop 

Seriously the day before i slept at 3a.m ,woke up at 7 a.m.I did not get enough sleep,this has leads to my skin condition like SUCKS.Okie,ignore the skin,but i felt exhausted and shopping with them it's like the body without the soul,loitering around @@

SERIOUSLY,this is really not good.taught me a lesson,get enough sleeps before heading to somewhere is quite far.

Luckily,Forever 21 saved me for awhile,too bad i didn't get anything from Cotton On.FUQ me,how can i forget such important things?! *BOOOOO STEPH*

but i bought earing for my mum ,proud to say she loves it.*wink~*

I love her hair,GAWD,give me her hair T.T

the two little monster XD

Had a nice dinner on trying the Korean cuisine.forgot the restaurant name but it's located @ Time Square

I ordered the WooDun Mee.trust me,it taste reallllllllyyyyyyyyyy gooooooooddddddddddddddddd.OMG.

Such a coincident ,we saw 8TV's crew over there ...They're filming for the fashion stuffs or some sort of that.The host looked at me and smile,but i ran away.LOLX

We went to there is because Mandy's friend was there and planned to bring us to go check out the vintage shop since both of us are vintage lover.How sweet is that.HAHA

but so ngam,we couldn't go in.too bad,next time bah.

We catch the movie SAFE,

FARK.this is awesome!Thumbs up for this movie,really cool!Only the things that irritate and annoyed me,it's my SLEEPY EYES.Eric were sat next to me,we made a deal that once find out who fell asleep,must wake him/her up.cuz must watch the movie till finish...

Then our conversation is

(Eric fell sleep)Me : Eric,wake up wake up,interesting part is here

(I fell asleep ) Eric : Steph steph.WAKKKKKKEEEEE UPPPP

The conversation kept routine until the end of the movie.LOLX

Funny part is he punch my cheek while i was really tired and no idea what i'm watching and doing and answering him when he wakes me up.He says i'm cute. -.-"

IMMA TWEETY BIRD HUH

with Mandy,Such a coincident!same oxford shoes! 

Same white Top!!!

SAME HEIGHT!HAHAHAHAHAH....XD
BTW,Outfit of the day
Top : H&M
Bottom : Brands outlet
Bag : Online blogshop
Shoes:Oxford shoe ,online blogshop

okay

Ending off with my boy's picha

This is my boy,Titan.I'm planning to go find him this year,I try :X

I'm stuck with Olympus pen mini camera and GX-1 .FUCK

Well,although i met some bastard jerk recently,and he pissed me off,we no longer contact,but thanks to him cuz taught me a lesson that,江山易改　本性难移，sorry i couldn't translate in english directly .cuz i duno how to.LOLX

last but not least,Thanks to them for giving me such a special belated bday gift for me
Forever Alone LOLX

But i love it so much,it was so touched which when i was reading the card Justin wrote to me
Y U WANT MAKE MY TEAR DROP
[stop it bitch,it's all because it was so touching...T.T i can't help myself to say NO this wonderful amazing gift from them]
Yeah,challenge accepted.

Till then,muacks <3

I love my live :)

你說一個人的美麗是認真 兩個人能在一起是緣份 早知道是這樣 像夢一場 我才不會把愛都放在同一個地方 我能原諒 你的荒唐 荒唐的是我沒有辦法遺忘 早知道是這樣 如夢一場 我又何必把淚都鎖在自己的眼眶