Monday, April 23, 2012

My abormal week


Holla everyone,Miss Me?<3
Yeah,i found out that it has been already 7 days (a week) that i never update ,ever since
So since i'm kinda free now,i decided to have a simply update,briefly ...

This week,as my title it's such a abnormal week for me because i don't know what's with myself
I don't know how to explain it as well.
I know,do you have any idea what am i talking about?
Myself don't even know what's with my mind now :X

Okay,recently i'm kinda satisfied with my current life style
funny thing is,
There's someone made me a law(personal law which i must follow.lol)
Says my speed limit is 70 km/h
Okay i listen and my driving speed is not more than that 
Yeah,better and safer,right?:)

I participated in KCN(Mmu Korean Culture Night) -Soul of Seoul *nice name btw XD*
At first there should be 4 vocalist ,end up with left me and my partner Day
so total still got 5 songs to go,but we sing 3 Korean song and 2 English song

So this is when we're jamming
 There's Dylan,Sean  the drummer,Arial playing the base,and Day

Korean song ,is really difficult for me to memorize all of it.SUPER DIFFICULT
Day and i having the same problem on memorizing those &&#^$#_$&#&^ lyrics...
Because of that,we choose 2 english songs which are
I don't want to miss a thing- Adam Smith
Rolling in the deep - Adele

Apparently,i'm singing rolling in the deep
DUH -.-"

When rehearsal,everything went ain't that smooth
Dylan(the guy incharge in playing keyboard) ,he's sustain peddle spoiled
Sean (drummer) he got other event held on the same night

Then i nearly break down when thing comes to worst
On the way going MITC after i doll-up myself
Received a message from Day that he couldn't make it that night .OMFG
I was dilemma "should i give up too?"As i'm afraid to be alone
But as that day before the event night
hang out with Mr.J for catch up a movie we wanted to watch so badly
[We're not naugthy]
There was a character name Madam Puah,in that movie she kept repeating the words"don't give up,think positive"
As because of that,i brace myself and made my decision
I can do this!!!
Okay,everything was too rush since it has some changes ,we changed our plan
I hope thing works,but i'm not satiesfied with my performance because i know i can do it even way more better!!!
After everything finish,i was like "whatdafuq am i doing????!!!!shoudln't be this way.Oh GAWD"
And receive some people critic about me,i accept it
Somehow,appreciate some people that supporting me on that night ,and the support message,i feel so touched,thanks everyone <3
And specially thanks to Mr.J ,for your support and comfort ...really touched with everything you did for me...Thank you soooooooooooo much :)

This shall be the lesson for me to get better ,learn from mistake
because i won't give up a thing that will make me smile
So,there's next target for me to aim,coming BICC event perform


Camwhore with my new Valentino spec :) Recently feel in love with my look without make up and contact lens <3




Brother went KL for his job,i miss him :(


*Can't wait for next movie :) *

Felt so sorry because i was actually goin KL with Justin
but the plan Phailed because it crashed with the KCN event night
So we need to delay ,again :X
Mandy baby,i hope you wont mind of that,because you know how badly i want to meed you too
Next week okay?
Don't worry,i had promise you to give u a surprise ,so just wait for that surprise larh :)



Best friend and Lover <3