Monday, March 26, 2012

Random post

 
Someone spam on my chatbox again  -.-" Just ignore.

Again,i think i'm too weak.Perhaps i need some people to attack me again so that i could be stronger from there,from the lesson
Sometimes,i do think too much,think that things wouldn't even possible to happen
which leads me always get headache easily
In office working time,i wish time could pass it faster,just like last time i always think that time do pass really fast just like a blink of an eye
TIME,Y U NO PASS FASTER
Recently i could feel that the time passed as slow as like it's 2 seconds just like 2 years for me
I miss my school life,my coursemate,my bestie (our girls talk session)
I miss the time when i was extremely busy with various kind of event in campus,which i mentioned
BUSY LIFE MAKES ME FEEL THAT I'M ALIVE
i don't mind of being exhausted ,i just don't want my life too free like it's nothing
Probably it is because my super active character,which means that i could not sit still. :)
good or bad?it depends ,sometimes i do find myself so annoying...LOL

Having a very serious headache right now,it's not normal headache
it all because of yesterday
When i was in the shower,i notice that my body shampoo has finished
so i went into mummy's room to get a new one,somehow when i went back to my bathroom
all in a sudden,then comes with this
"FIEW~!!!!BANG!!!!"
you could hear a huge sound came out from the bathrooom
YES,I FELL DOWN,should say that i slipped down...my head was bang on the edge of the wall,then hit on the floor
Same goes to my elbow,i was trying to protect my head by using my hand to cover it,trying so hard to avoid head area.DON'T ASK ME WHY.it's natural reaction
at the time when i fell down,it's really like the movie we always seen,everything became slow motion
and once hit it on the floor,you don't know how hurt it is,seriously
it's really really really really really effffffing PAINFUL
I could feel my the inner part of my chest and my backbone all hurt.hopefully it doesn't get any injured
shitty thing is,i still have to endure the painess and continue my bath because i need to wash off my conditioner,and i tried to make it fast,super fast
How hurt it is?describe it?It feels hurt even just the wind blow ,it's hurt even you touched my hair but not scalp
Not to deny,as a person like very MAN,i'm not afraid of injection,not afraid of surgery,and tooth extraction...I experienced all of the above,none of them make me feel pain like this
I will not drop my tears that easily even i had been get hurt from cuts and bleeding like non-stop

I don't wish to be that weak,and always crying,like most of the girls do
HAHA,i finally cry yesterday.This stupid shit hurts me so badly!and i could not do anything to make it feel better!
I don't even have the courage to touched that area,the part which leads me to my tear drop fell
EFFF YOU...
I just lying on my bed,lying on a side...try to stay calm
came across with a video which cheer me up,and received a friend call from Batu Pahat,Derrick
He's always there to cheer me up and he never failed to make my day :)
After few hours,i feel much better...i guess?
BUT,i could not walk too much,and could not use too much my brain.LOL
meaning that ,i can't think too much and i need to rest more
At first i thought ,oh no,im so gonna die...i havent say good-bye and bla bla bla...
because it's 2012.haha...irrelevant i know.i also don't know why i think about this
but seriously,i thought i'm gonna die...
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When i'm in hurt,i wish that the one i like,will care about me
sometimes,i don't really know what actually i'm looking for
a wise thought guy?or a romantic guy?
Most of the time,i'm more intoa mature thought guy but when it comes to some specific situation, i hope he would have care me more,even just a "Sayang~,i'm here...don't cry"
but bullshit,dreams no come true
so,haha.love is bullshit
face the reality
FOREVER ALONE

Oh,i have benn thinking that wanna buy the Meme series cartoon T-shirt
which i came across with my friend's facebook and saw she's wearing that
i love ME GUSTA face,idk why...it looks funny and i love it XD

I wish i could join my graduation trip to Pulau Redang
Anyone want to join me?
and i'm already planning to have a Thailand trip with my sister this coming either June,July or August
I only aim for Bangkok ,obviously me want shopping like mad!LOL
Anyone want to join me shop till drop?

I was so dilemma on choosing camera,but now i roughly got my idea
2 choices,either Lumix GF-2/1 or Canon S100 :)
Once my salary is out,i'll got my camera!!!!
YES!That's it
*LOL i had been dilemma for how long?MONTHS babeh!MONTHS!!!!,now it's like super finally*

haha.don't get shocked...

Things i bought within 2 days.@@
Top : those masks i bought it from Savee,since it cost RM1 per piece.LOL.why not?
and somemore the hair mask,peel off blackhead mask and eye shadow :)

Middle :I'm addicted to colar top,and the bag cost me RM25 ONLY

Bottom : (L) The ring i've looked for so long...finally
              (R) L'oreal make up base and Naruko sleeping mask

Okay,all of the abve,i use my own saving money to buy,not my parents...


before end this post ,shall share this to all girls
多微笑,做一个开朗热忱的女人;
多打扮,做一个美丽优雅的女人;


多倾听,做一个温柔善意的女人;


多看书,做一个淡定内涵的女人;


多思考,做一个聪慧冷静的女人。

 
记住为自己而进步,而不是为了满足谁,讨好谁。


*meaningful enough and it's so true*
 
and this,funny video while i palying my piano



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