Deleted previous post,as i know i was so mad,and the way i wrote it's a lil bit too harsh
I know i should not have,but i cannot control my emotion at that time
Day by day,we see things surround us all are the same,did not have much changes
but when we turn our head back and see,everything is different
yes,certainty .
people do change,people do get upset,people do get bored and tired
same goes to your feeling towards your love one
most pathetic thing is,i don't know which path i should go now
i cried alone before i sleep
i cried alone when i was in bath
i need someone,anyone that would spend sometime with me
so that there's no time for me to think too much
I'm independent enough,but when it comes to relationship
hopeless best describe me
Friend scolded me for wake me up,i'll find other excuse to comfort myself
I know it seems really childish...i know i am
Maybe it's because i'm a coward
i always pray to God,to give me some courage to go through all this
i stare in front of mirror and talked to myself
I need to be brave,i need to be strong enough,i need to let go
I hate i'm good in memorizing,that's the gift from God
which i love the most and hate it at the same time
I could remember things that happened when i was 4 year-old
I'm not talking crapz,serious
So this is my weak point,when there's a necessary for me to FORGET something or someone
Just give me sometime to get rid all of these
...
Time,you are the only one can help me
I never felt this way since the when i was in form3,broke up with my ex
the broken heart feeling has killed me deep inside
and it happened again this time
but i'm much stronger now
I would not say i'm regret of knowing you
because you're the man that changed me alot.the first guy
but let the time prove everything
I will live a better life then before
you will find your true love soon
It's been so long,i never feel as tired as that dead meat could describe me
mentally and physically
I'm tired,i seldom touch my handphone now
I'm tired,i lazy to open my mouth to talk others
I'm tired,i rather stay at home and stare at the blue sky without doing anything,for 2 hours
I'm tired,i don't feel like want to hang out with friend since i lazy to talk
I'm tired,i hugged my puppy it's like she's the only one who knows me well,the most
I'm tired of tearing
I'm tired of everything
Perhaps,this is the time i need to rest
after sometime,i will find myself back and i will be as cheerful as i was
The sweet cutie that you know
Trust me
